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Date:2005-09-26 19:18
Subject:My new mix
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// Dj Mikey Payload / Soul:r Megamix / 09/26/05 (CD Version)

http://payload.liquidmass.org/Mikey_Payload_Soulr_MegaMix_092605CD_Version.mp3

1. Total Science - Dee Pee
2. Marky and XRS - Closer
3. D.Kay - It's on the Way
4. Nu:Tone - Vital Organ
5. MIST and High Contrast - 3AM
6. MIST - Outer Space
7. MIST - Nu Wave
8. MIST & DJ Marky and XRS - Back to Love
9. Marcus Intalex - Zumbar
10.ST.Cal - Red Light
11.ST.Cal - Henshaw Dub
12.MIST:I:Cal - Inside My Head
13.MIST:I:Cal - Mistical Dub (Part 2)
14.MIST and High COntrast - Do It
15.MIST:I:Cal - Mistical Dub
16.Calibre - Fire and Water
17.Calibre - The Water Carrier
17.ST.Cal - Little Man
18.Sonic - Right Now
19.MIST & Dj Marky and XRS - Sunshine (Touch Me)
20.Dj Marky and XRS - Real Good
21.MIST:I:Cal - Swingtime
22.Calibre - Interphaze
23.MIST:I:Cal - Spiritual Thing
24.Marcus Intalex and ST Files - Warp 1
25.AI - Ever On
26.MIST featuring Jenna G - Lover
27.Calibre - Hypnotise
28.Dkay - Balearic Dreams
28.SKC and Bratwa - Prophecy
29.Sonic and Silver - Under the Sun
30.Dkay and Epsilon - Space Quest
31.D.Bridge - Loves Ugly Child
32.Marcus Intalex - Temperance
33.ST.Cal - Losing Ground
34.D.KAY - Devotion
35.D.Bridge -Without Answers
36.MIST - Jam Hot
37.Marcus Intalex and ST Files - Play On Me
38.Calibre - It's...

djpayload@hotmail.com

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Date:2005-06-09 17:35
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Mood: frustrated

Post from London, this was obviously posted on August 11th. My birthday in London, what more could you ask for?

"little update from london here.

gonna keep this short because the keyboard here sucks and i gotta go see Fabio, Flight, Dj Addiction and a special guest in about an hour. heh. been to blackmarket records loads of times, saw big ben, some bridges, national portrait gallery, some other landmarks and what not. its all about the shopping here. got 1 Arsenal jersy, 3 arsenal tshirts, 1 blackmarket tshirt, 3 hospital shirts and im gonna get a Mind the Gap shirt as well. got 40 tunes so far and blackmarket gets promos tommorow ;)

anyhow, im 22 today as well, its me bday.


ill post a full update when i get back home. got some drinking to do now. cheerz innit.



-mike"

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Date:2005-06-09 17:25
Subject:Been a minute!
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Mood: thoughtful

It's been a minute since I last posted here. Well, I'm upset that I'm not in London this summer. That has actually brought me down here recently. I've gained a lot of weight, that which I'm currently busting my ass to get rid of. I've been playing soccer and working out again. Also a diet included. I have currently been single for a while and I'm actually quite happy with that. Mind you I'd love to have a girlfriend, but I forgot what being single and happy was all about. I actually mixed for fun today too. I haven't done that at my house for quite some time. I usually play a record or two at the HBO compound. Ummm, whatelse. Tried to date a girl, thats a whole different post right there. So scratched that. Well, for the time being, here is a tracklist for a mix I did a few weeks ago. I wasn't happy with it, so I did another take today but it was a freestyle and I think its way better. So version 1 and version 2 tracklists. I'll get em posted for download soon.

Version 1

1. Influx UK - Ghost People VIP
2. Nu Tone - Stay Strong
3. Mr L. - Back To Your Roots
4. Logistics - Together VIP
5. AI - Uprising VIP
6. Marcus Intallex - Afrika
7. Total Science - Greatest Thing
8. Danny Byrd - The Winchester Club
9. Nu Tone - Ebb + Flow
10. High Contrast - Tutty Frutty
11.Total Science - Wasting Time
12.Marcus Intallex - Zumbar
13.Calibre and High Contrast - Mr Majestic
14.Mood2Swing - I Got Love (Logistics Remix)
15.Marky and XRS - Butterfly
16.High Contrast - Love Sick
17.Total Science - Badger Eyes
18.Nu Tone - Right Now
19.Marky and XRS - Strip Tease
20.Logistics - The Trip
21.Calibre - Hypnotise
22.Marcus Intallex and Klute - Make a Stand
23.Digital - Ready or Not
24.Influx UK featuring Singing Fats and Regina - Souls Unite
25.Klute - Don't Wanna Be Alone
26.Makoto featuring MC Conrad - Golden Girl
27.Chase and Status - Loves Theme

Version 2

1. Nu Tone featuring London Elektricity - Can We?
2. Calibre and High Contrast - The Other Side
3. Nu Tone - Seven Years (Matrix Remix)
4. Marcus Intallex - Zumbar
5. Logistics - Front To Back
6. Mood2Swing - I Got Love (Logistics Remix)
7. Marky and XRS - Butterfly
8. London Elektricity - Fast Soul Music (Nu Tone Remix)
9. Danny Byrd - Winchester Club
10.Calibre - The Water Carrier
11.Nu Tone - Stay Strong
12.Mr L - Back To Your Roots
13.Logisitcs - Together VIP
14.Marcus Intallex - Afrika
15.Q Project - Greatest Thing
16.Influx UK - Ghost People VIP
17.Photek and TeeBee - Mercury
18.Klute - Don't Wanna Be Alone
19.AI - Uprising (Overthrown) VIP Mix
20.Calibre and High Contrast - Mr Majestic
21.Digital - Ready or Not
22.Makoto featuring Conrad - Golden Girl
23.Chase and Status - Loves Theme
24.Jahiem - Put that Woman First (Calibre Vocal)

I'm gonna repost my london blog too. The one I posted from the UK right after this entry.

Cheerz

Mikey

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Date:2005-03-28 14:56
Subject:I AM THE UN
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Mood: lazy



You're
the United Nations!

Most people think you're ineffective, but you are trying to
completely save the world from itself, so there's always going to be a long
way to go.  You're always the one trying to get friends to talk to each
other, enemies to talk to each other, anyone who can to just talk instead of
beating each other about the head and torso.  Sometimes it works and sometimes
it doesn't, and you get very schizophrenic as a result.  But your heart
is in the right place, and sometimes also in New York.

Take the Country
Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid

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Date:2005-03-28 14:52
Subject:what an idiot i am
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Mood: groggy

i just went back after leaving this thing idle for a few months and read my previous entries. god i was an idiot. hahaha, oh well.

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Date:2005-03-28 14:44
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Havent posted in here in ages. I seem to switch blogs when I switch girls. Well, I'm trying to see one girl, not sure if thats working at the moment. Another girl likes me. I'm well busy with school, I have 2 books to read today. I ran today. I quit smoking (again) today. I need to go to the bank and walmart today. Blah.... miss you katie!!

-mike

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Date:2005-01-25 00:14
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Mood: pissed off

Did you guys know that phones and instant messages work both ways? Didn't know if anyone knew that or not...

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Date:2005-01-12 21:50
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heres to a good quote sophia gave me:

"the cruliest lies are offten told without a word, the kindest truths are often spoke but never heard."

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Date:2005-01-06 15:32
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Yeah, so I don't use live journal anymore if anyone hasn't noticed. Too many snobby remarks, I got one the other day when I posted some lyrics. Seriously, fuck off. I think I'm going to go through my friends and take a couple of people off. I use something else now because on that I don't have to worry about my intalect getting bashed. Anyhow to you that are posting offensive things and/or are bashing my character. FUCK OFF!

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Date:2004-12-03 01:35
Subject:screw ie, get firefox
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Get Firefox!

too many problems with ie and ad ware. get rid of it and use firefox.

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Date:2004-12-02 13:09
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I have a new journal online, but its only for close personal friends. I'm not just giving my screen name out to just anyone, so if you're lucky, just ask for it. If I don't give it out, don't take offense either. cheerz...

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Date:2004-12-02 04:07
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Mood: tired

6 HOURS!!!

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Date:2004-12-01 20:30
Subject:
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Mood: tired

So, I fell in love with NYC. I really never did talk about my trip to London because it was too incredible to describe. I must say that I fell in love with NYC when I was there. I often find it hard to sleep now because I got sooo used to hearing people yelling on the streets, horns honking and lots of construction happening everywhere all over the place. It was a beautiful sound. NYC is just so incredible because it is essentially the heart of the United States of America. If I can't move to London as soon as I want, I will end up in NYC.

-mike

PS.

I'm already looking into going back in March...

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Date:2004-11-30 20:51
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I want to be back in England right now more than anything in the world drinking lemonade and stella. (not mixed)

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Date:2004-11-30 18:45
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Mood: tired

Bleh. I'm tired. I'm about to hop in the shower and head out. I really shouldn't be going out, but I am innit. ;)

Why do people still not listen to drum and bass?

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Date:2004-11-27 08:10
Subject:Dizzee Rascal - Sittin Here Lyrics
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Roll deep alive, liveO...

I’m just sitting here, I ain’t saying much I just think
And my eyes don’t move left or right they just blink
I think too deep, and I think too long
Plus I think I’m getting weak cos my thoughts are too strong
I’m just sitting here, I aint saying much I just gaze
I’m looking in to space while my CD plays
I gaze quite a lot, in fact I gaze always
And if I blaze, then I just gaze always my days

Cos it’s the same old story, shutters, runners, cats and money stacks
And it’s the same old story, ninja bikes, gun fights and scary nights
And it’s the same old story, window tints and gloves for finger prints
Yeah it’s the same old story, police investigate around the area
Cos it was only yesterday we was playing football in the streets
It was only yesterday none of us could ever come to harm
It was only yesterday life was a touch more sweet
Now I’m sitting here thinking wagwan. (Get me wagwan)

I’m just sitting here, I’m just sitting here, Yo..
I’m just sitting here, yeah I’m just sitting here, yeah

I’m just sitting here, I aint saying much I just watch
I really don’t feel like moving so I cotch
I watch all around, I watch every detail
I watch so hard I’m scared my eyes might fail
I’m just sitting here, I aint saying much I just smile
It’s funny cos I haven’t bust a smile for a while
I’ll smile for a minute, and I’m smiling for an hour
I’m scared cos it’s sweet, but it could turn sour

Cos it’s the same old story, chung intelligent yaps in hospie flats
And it’s the same old story, benefit claims and cheques in false names
And it’s the same old story, students truent, learn the streets fluent
Yeah it’s the same old story, strange, there’s no sign of positive change
Cos it was only yesterday, we was standing firmly on our feet
It was only yesterday, girls were innocent they kept us calm
It was only yesterday, there was less bobbies on the beat
Now I’m sitting here thinking wagwan. (Wagwan, wagwan)

I’m just sitting here, I’m just sitting here, Yo..
I’m just sitting here, yeah I’m just sitting here, yeah

I’m just sitting here I aint saying much I’m just vex (shame)
I seen a lot of bullshit, wondering what’s next
I’m vex at humanity, vex at the earth
I keep getting vex, till I think what’s the worth?
I’m just sitting here, I aint saying much I feel to cry
I’m sitting here depressed and I don’t know why
I try to pull myself together, tell myself fix up
And I keep myself from bawling but my eyes they erupt

Cos it’s the same old story, crazy boys keep getting on my nerves
And it’s the same old story, police don’t give me no peace
Yeah, it’s the same old story, friends slowly drifting from the ends
Yeah, it’s the same old story, I’ve sussed, there’s nobody I can trust
Cos it was only yesterday after school we’d come outside and meet
It was only yesterday, it was all love back then
It was only yesterday, every sunny day was a treat
Now I’m sitting here thinking wagwan. (wagwan wagwan)

I’m just sitting here, I’m just sitting here, Yo..
I’m just sitting here, yeah I’m just sitting here, yeah,
I’m just sitting here.

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Date:2004-11-27 08:05
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I don't know what to say. I'm done, thats all I really can say right now. I'm sorry I let my friends down really. I'm sorry for a lot of things. I saw a great city and I did see a great girl, but its all gone right now. Time to get back to what makes me happy and do things for myself. I'm not going out of my way anymore, its just more heartbreak than I need.

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Date:2004-11-27 08:03
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Mood: sad

artist: Mario Winans f/ P.Diddy
Song: I Don't Wanna Know

Lyrics:

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[chorus]
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

I think about it when I hold you
And lookin' in your eyes I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

[chorus]
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

Did he touch you better than me
Did he watch you fall asleep
Say you walk away
Don't talk to me
Ooh don't tell me
If you're better off that way
All that I can say
Stay away from me

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artist: Mario Winans f/ P.Diddy
Song: I Don't Wanna Know

Lyrics:

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[chorus]
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

I think about it when I hold you
And lookin' in your eyes I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

[chorus]
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

Did he touch you better than me
Did he watch you fall asleep
Say you walk away
Don't talk to me
Ooh don't tell me
If you're better off that way
All that I can say
Stay away from me

<P.Diddy>
I don't even know your
Whereabouts or
how you movin
I know when you in the house
When you cruisin'
It's been provin'
My love you abusin'
I cant understand how a man
Got you choosin
Undecided
I came and provided
My undivided
You came and denied it
Don't even try it
I know when you lyin'
Don't even do that
I know why you cryin'
Im not applyin' no pressure
Just want to let you know
That I don't wan to let you go
And I don't want to let you leave
Cant say I didn't let you breath
Gave you extra cheese
Put you in the SUV
You wanted ice
So I made you freeze
Made you hot
Like the West Indies
Last time you invest in me
Cuz if not then its best you leave
holla

[chorus]
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're creepin'
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

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Date:2004-11-26 14:36
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Mood: determined

My mom thinks I'm looking for jobs in oklahoma city...

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Date:2004-11-26 02:36
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TEST

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